I live near the willumetown raaf base as well its not far from here its only minnites away from stockton and i hear the noisy jets fly past every day now thats exciting i should go up there and see them fly past one day i went to see the jet fighters over there when i was only 10 years old and watched them go by.

I want to go back to yours and get a can of coke out of the meshene after i leave stockton centre nsw again soon.

My mum said i could go back to yours and get a can of coke out of the meshene and come back to stockton.

Cindy brennan you are my sexy little cristle girl.

And another thing too by the way i already spoken to my boss luke horn on the tellerphone as well and he said my friend cindy brennans deathennentley coming back to work up here inside this lodge office at stockton centre nsw again when shes feeling a lot better real soon that will cheer me up wont it heray its just about time someone told me the truth.

And too by the way i also left wyong hospital to go to the long jetty health care unit to stay one morning after i left your hospital.

I was listening to tainted love soft sell in the back of the amblince on the way to wyong hospital on evening with the amblince drivers.

Im a retard.

I go to bed crying over my friend cindy brennan a lot sometimes as well because im worried shes not going to come back and work over here soon thats what puts me through sometimes because i think shes beautiful and hot and good looking too i really like her a lot i really do im missing here a little bit as well i just hope shes going to returns back to again real soon after her sickness i dont want her working anywhere else around here i dont want that to happen i just want her to keep working inside this lodge office at stockton centre nsw thats what i want i want her to do it all again real soon when shes feeling a lot better again real soon i do have her best wishes even though shes off sick shes my pretecktive shield to start off with and i want her to keep doing it thats what shes here for shes here for me and me only and shes here to work too but just these guys that are working inside this lodge office it is lets hope so because i dont want to end up getting agressive towards these guys inside this lodge office i just want to be happy at stockton and i dont want to end up dialing 000 on her just because shes not coming back to work at stockton i will do it though even though she doesnt come back ever again because i need her shes my pretecktive shield shes lovely i love her i dont want to disserpear on me and never come back ever again maybe ring her up try and get in contact with sensis 1234 or something and ask for her number try and work something out because i'll end up having a hard attack soon if she doesnt hurry up i just want her to come back i dont want her going and never coming back ever again i dont mean for her to go and never come back ever again i dont mean for that to happen i just want her to do her own ushule day and night jobs inside this lodge office not any other offices thank you no way i will go blistic if she does that on me my mums a lieyer to start off with i'll put it to the test shes an appserloot lieyer she is and she will cop it too if she keeps it up she will get a big flogging off me too if she tells anymore lies to me around here and i mean it cindy brennans coming back to stockton to do some more work inside this lodge office too by the way she cant tell her what to do shes my boss if she wants to come back to work over here again wool thats find by me i'll let her do it im more then happy for her to do it shes not kicking her out of this lodge office she cant tell her what to do she will get locked up one day if she keeps it up and i mean it too im not having the prick turn up on my door step telling me a pack of lies around here each time she awives thats silly thats chiled abuse she might as well go to jail shes sick shes loozeing it she doesnt know what shes even talking about around here anymore i'll explain to her one more time when she gets back and shes not telling me a pack of lies im not even interested in hearing eather she can go if shes going to talk rubbish because im not putting up with it anymore longer enoths enoth i'll next time she starts up another lie when she comes back i'll say go away im not talking to you the way your carrying on im not intrested go away i already rang cindy brennan up the other day not this monday the monday before that i heard what she said she said she was coming back to work inside this lodge office again real soon when shes feeling a lot better right i did hear that on the phone i put the speaker phone on so i could hear it nice and clear so i could understand what she was saying to me right i was listening to every word that was coming out of her mouth shes a very pretty nice girl right shes my little christle baby girl from now on until she gets over her sickness and she will be in here i'll give her a big hug too i'll give her a big kiss too i wecken i alwaysd loved her all my life and i alwaysd have done im not angry with her im angry with my mum cindys good i really like her i really do i get on well with her for a start shes a pretty girl she has nice shoes on too she always wears a pretty pink dress too to go with her shoes they suit her heaps i wont fall inlove with her just incase because shes my norse thats what shes here for i might get introuble if i love her to much i can just love her a little bit thats alright i dont mind that im more then happy do that instead of loving her to much i'll get useto her more first before i ever go out partying out with any girls and having a glass of wine with her no im just joking i would never to that to her she will probaley wont want to i cant force her to do it can i she probaley wont be in a mood to do it its aleagle its agenced the law every one hasto set up there own new rules around the word hopefly she comes back to work inside this lodge office real soon she better hurry up because she did say to me shes not lieying to me because she did say that to me shes not a lieyer like my mum is i wouldent call cindy that because shes to beautiful to be cord that and i dont wont to ruin her life eather just because of my mum i just wont bother listening to what shes got to say for her self anymore i just wont bother i'll keep all the seakrites to my self from now on if thats what she thinks i just wont talk to her anymore thats find by me i just wont talk to her anymore i wont even see her anymore i'll just stay in my own space i'll lock all the doors and have cindy in here with me instead i'll be alright with that im find to have her in here i can trust her heaps i alwaysd have done i love cindy shes my friend but my mums not anymore i'll just stay away from her from now on and do something else or i could talk to cindy thats a good thing its not a bad thing i get on well with her she has beautiful lovely voice too its very hot shes got a sexy voice too i wouldent say that to her thats acthley if i get a girl friend but i done have any girl friends i dont have one i got my beautiful lovely miss cindy brennan hot headed christle girl to look after.

Are walter also reminds me of jammie oliver the gorden rembsey cook in the sheff show as well.

Oh whats wrong you back with us again are you.

I was listening to 50s ballads and rock n roll on unforgettabul 1629am newcastle. Im at stockton centre nsw having a good time eating nachos with jules and playing on my ps3. I am still thinking of my friend and case manager cindy brennan i hope shes feeling better soon. Ok i better go and have some rest now and i also better stop playing with the switchboard at wyong becuas i dont wanna go back into the cop car and go to caught and have cameras around me caus they might hurt me i dont know but its pretty scary i think. I have stopped calling wyong hospital because they tracked down my number and its pretty scary too ok i better go now bye.

I had a little hand held radio once when i was at home before and the freakrincy range would only make it up to 1629 i didnt know it was a real station at first and then i figged out where it was and all that so anyway it was a radio station based out in newcastle and i couldent quiet pick it up of corse my dad said i should be able to pick it up down there because its not that far away he said it must be somewhere else then and i fineley picked it up pretty easyley down on the central coast and it was clear as a bell down there i just had to get my self a really bigger for my bedroom to pick it up because it wasnt working on the little hand held one and now i come all the way to another new home for my self to live in its acthley an old hospital all to my self its a place cord stockton centre nsw i get to live in it for ever and now i can listen to it on my little hand held radio now when im outside or something and it works even better up here so i dont haveto use my big one from now on i can listen to it on this one from now on its quiet a good station too i like it its got some good tunes on it could be a central coast station as well because its not far from there its only minnites away from swansea and then beng i got it heray yuder yuder yuder its working i have it on that station for ever now i dont switch it off that one when im here i just leave it on that station and one thing i notest too i can pick it up at swansea as well as i go across the swansea bridge i can get it its pretty good over there too just the same as the central coast i can still pick it up it has a bit of jazz and old fashiond music on it as well a like the jazz the most it makes me think of willumetown raaf base because its out that way i couldent wait til i got it down there up heres the best place to live i think you know with 96. 5 ckr fm cessnock radio and aussie radio as well they work fine over here but not at my place on the central coast they dont i shoulld be able to get them though because there not that far away from down there remember so i should be able to get those down there mabe night time do you think the might come clear a bit clearer then but there ovyestley not on the central coast then those two stations but 1629 works fine there though theres nouthing wrong with that one down there its just those two stations im trying to struggle with thats all its fine with everything else except those two stations they might be in muswellbrook or something thats probaley right too because my dad told me that his probaley right too dont you think im still stuggleing to pick all the muswellbrook ones up here too there still to hard to pick up i cant even pick up any forster ones up here ither im close i should be able to get all those ones down here theres two radio stations at port stephens i cant pick up down here ones abc news radio 95. 1 fm and the other ones 99. 3 bay fm those are the only to i cant pick up alright i better head off to bed now and get some rest now and i'll listen to that station in bed tonight because its nice calming soothing music alrightyo wool thats about it for me i hope my friend cindy brennan comes back and gets jobs over here soon too i dont want her working anywhere else around here i just want her to work in here instead thats what i want.

I go to bed thinking of my friend cindy brennan a lot too now that shes still feeling unwell i hope she gets better soon.

Are my friend cindy brennan reminds me of my case maniger julie molerham and my worker cathy hadley as well a little bit.

I want to dance with the power man

I been to hwns before.

I went to the mater.

I had a chat to my friend cindy brennan on the phone monday morning when i got up and she said she will come back to stockton very soon when shes feeling a lot better again.

I was listening to a bit of bing crosby this morning.